Lols...dunno wat bug me to write blog today...hahaz...maybe too emo gua...dang..got so many things to write result by my lazy-NESS...hahaha...
first thing first...went to KL quite long ago for 2 days 1 night only...sad case cant meet my baby n all my besties there..argh...nvm i am going to KL very soon n we gonna meet up as often as possible k?..hehe...went to HELP to register n thank God everything goes on smoothly...=P...went to c the residence too the place i am going to stay...when i go in to the room n c everything something juz struck me..i remember the loneliness i have when i went to NS n i HATE tat feeling so so much...i noe tis time is not the same though...NS we go as a group no matter wat we noe we got each other although we dunno each other...but college...i go alone..NS we face many challenges together n when u r stuck u noe there is always ppl beside u to help u n at least we all r going through the same things...but college...aiks..i juz got so emo after tat when i reach home i basically juz go into my room n juz talk to God..i thank God tat He gave me the peace after tat...i am so comforted..because He remind me there is ntg i nd to be afriad of coz He is always wif me...AMEN!!..=P..meet John there c him changing...more mature...haha..thanks for everything John...=)
okay...cracking my head rewinding...
oh ya went to Serikin wif lifegroup on one of the saturaday...forget so many things so nvm...haha..okay i am so lucky i ever go to NS n try the heat there before so the heat in Serikin didnt harm me hehe...but is really hot lo..so long didnt sweat so much dy..saw so many things i never c in Kuching...n i go there practically for the name-craving only...cant see such things in Kuching too..is nice...is worth shopping there..but not for long lo...awhile can de...=)..then went to Bau for lunch then we went to Musi saw goat farm...Lols...finally saw real GOAT...n then went to bro's fren's grandpa's orchard..fruits plus vege...nice nice...saw durian so near..the first time..then went some where again...i dunno where is tat...
God have been so good to me...without Him i really am nothing n i cant do anything too..
is good to be single too...got more time for God n can really seriously think bout my future...now think back God is really so gracious..I love u Jesus!!..really noe wat it means to be close to God now...talking to Him is juz a great joy..when u noe He will never leave u nor forsake u..n His attention is on u alone only...even best fren cant put all their attention on u only too..n sometimes tat hurt so much..eventually find out ever fren is the same...hurtful..very...aiks...but God wont...no matter where no matter how He is always there for u alone..He loves each n everyone of us n He is always always there for us...juz wanna hide in His embrace forever...
saturday was youth photoshoot was suppose to be in amphitheatre but it rains so change venue we went airport!!...n tat John..come back without telling...was so surprise to c him..crazy...haha...have fun though all nite...love all the pics taken...thanks to all the photographer..=P...went to church for meeting before going to airport then went to dinner wif all the youths..is a great day...
let me juz release tension awhile...
saw something tat makes me keluar asap n emo...dun wanna talk bout it...make friendship strain later...urgh...dun wanna say bout it...dun wanna lost hard earn friendship...but really wanna knock my head on the wall for being so-easy-to-be-ignore...yeaps....tis is not the first time but maybe is a hundred times already i still feel hurt okay dang is my own problem...my own stupid feelings tat is different from others but i am sure u guys r the one who train me to be lik tat...i am trying to change n stand up for myself but is real hard...but i noe i will succeed one day n i wont be ignore again...HATE the feelings of being LEFT OUT...okay dang...
closing my mouth..stopping my brain..okay...back to normal...
hahaz...juz stop here...dun wanna write anymore...blog is becoming a place for me to release tension..aikss...tata...
Missing my baby n Shaunie...=(
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MBO!!!
Saturday, October 10, 2009 12:36 AM
Sorority Row!!!
Lols...yeah is been a week since i last updated n i guess my Pris dear is too busy to check my blog these days tat'y no complaint letter...hehe...=P...actually ntg much to write also..everyday retard at home..haha...n oh ya Marilyn is back...is so good to have her back..hehe..hang out wif her n Crystal n Isaiah n Cliff today...argh..went to watch Sorority Row...omgoodness it totally freaks me out in some parts n is kinda gross...oh ya tat Cliff go n make the effect worst by scaring ppl somemore..luckily i didnt scream...haha..
n then last saturday went out wif Pris n Josh n one of his fren...haha...swt...tat Josh go n forget me..argh...haha...is okay la NS is so big who can remember everyone..only our besties n some of the eye-catching stuck in our mind...=)...went to Boulevard...haha..finally get my dear to drove me...n is the second time lo..i love her car..dunno y..Lols..talk to them reminds me of the time in camp..awww...really miss camp a whole lot..if give me a chance to wind back the time i would wan to go back to camp n finish it...not run away half way...rofl..
haha...yesterday went out wif Michelle..my besties of all..=P..went to Boulevard too..Lols...seldom can go out wif her now a days as she is working...aww..wondering should i get a job too?...haha...we go talk a lot..n yeaps when we r together we talk lik there is no tomorrow..haha..can say us noisy...bought a new handbag today...u should c me struggling..counting pocket money whether enough for my whole month or not...n finally i bought it also...n juz hafta count every cent i spend..no regrets though...haha sorry di jie stole ur favourites quote.."no regrets"..
aiks...sighing again...Lols but feel so happy today i mean after lifegroup is juz so good hearing all the testimony from our brother n sister in Christ...n the praise n worship is so great!!..=P..n dunno wat gets into me these day get so awake at nite while in the afternoon wanna sleep..swt...is okay la..juz stop here..missing all my besties...=)
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Happy Mooncake Festival ppl!!...=)
Saturday, October 3, 2009 12:01 AM
Happy mooncake festival!
Lols...today is friday nite...suppose to be lifegroup...but we make it an outreach event...so guess wat...we have bbq...aww...is soooo nice all the food...now think of it...still can eat more de...hahaz...enjoy the fun of bbq-ing...but dun lik the smoke...makes me smelly only...haha...took quite alot of pics tonight...n i think picture speaks better than words...
here it goes...
lanterns...Lols...the kids juz love it..=) Now....starting the bbq fire haha...it take quite long to start coz the fire dies n then we work it out again..lols..quite fun de.. Now...the foooood....yummy... This is the best dish of the nite...dun see it so simple...u noe wat is behind the banana leaf or not..is 3 layered pork..my goodness...is so nice...when u bbq it...aww...makes me wan another pieces...but better control abit...haha... I think tat's all for tonight...i believe all of us have a good nite...n thank God for giving us a good weather...although it rains awhile juz now...hahaz...nite ppl...looking forward to c my dear Pris tml...sweet dreams ppl..=)
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home sweet homed....=)
Wednesday, September 23, 2009 9:42 AM
aiks....finally homed...3 days 2 nite at samatan is a nice trip...quite enjoying also...thanks to kelvin's laptop who provide me movies to watch...haha...blek...if not i will be bored till retarded...sien...Lols...surprisingly the beach dun look so attracting to me this time...dunno y...they say girls love beach but i think i am crazy already....no feeling towards beach....i think it depends on who r u going wif...haha...
have bbq the first nite there n is so nice...thanks to all the aunties who cook for us...=P...oh ya...went through a scary time while on our journey to sematan...is raining...n then suddenly it juz rain so heavily...i never seen such big wind plus rain before...Lols...it seriously look lik tornado...thank God we reach there safely...really thank God so so much...argh...God loves us so much people...=)
the second day is a disaster...wake up having flu n fever...the pillow's fault lo...hard lik rock...aiks...really very hard de o...n then plus eat some durian the day before so...hehe...juz retard the whole day inside the rest room...watch movie whole day...thanks so much Kelvin...haha...nice movie...haven't finish watching all the episod la...but gonna finish it de...i promise...hehe...meet besties at sematan too...was so happy to see rach n marilyn...n mich n fion too...=)....sorry didn't went down to beach wif u guys...i was having headache de...paiseh paiseh...i really wish to go down the beach n play wif u guys de...=)...haha...sleep so early tat nite....
then yesterday...wake up quite late de coz change pillow hehe...soft soft de...nice...then went to the waterfall awwww....is so nice n beautiful argh...should juz lay there n relax forever....haha...n then went back pack n go home...=)...sorry...i am not the photo person...so no photo..haha...not addicted to pictures also...but regret didn't bring camera to NS tat's true de la...too many memory didn't bring back...but it will always be inside my heart...=P...oh ya went out wif Pris too..hehe...the best thing tat happen on yesterday...haha...can hang out wif my dear Pris...Lols..now u how important r u huh...hehe...=P
aiksss....today....ntg to do again....sien........haha...become driver again since bro n sis gone back to skul...dunno wat will happen tonight so....tata
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happy birthday ko...
Saturday, September 12, 2009 6:39 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KO KO!!!..hehe
哥!生日快乐哦!
虽然没办法和你一起庆祝,可是还是祝你有个快乐的生日噢!你的礼物嘛就等我去KK的时候再给你吧!=)
Love this song so much...juz love the words of the chorus part!!...awww...love 终极三国 so much....is a must watch...will laugh until stomachache...=P...
我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追寻追寻你
时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
指头还残留 你为我 擦的指甲油
没想走 你好像说过 你和我 会不会有以後
世界一直一直变 地球不停的转动在 你的时空
我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵
只想轻轻对你说我的温柔
只想让你都拥有
*我的爱 只能够
让你一个 人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄
不停守候 在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪 化为乌有
为你而流藏在 无边无际的小小宇宙
爱你的我
你听见了吗 我为你唱的这首歌
是为了要证明我为了你 存在的意义
爱你的我 不能停止脉搏
为了爱你奋斗
就请你让我 说出口
我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追寻追寻你
时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
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Once again God melted my heart!!..=)
Friday, September 11, 2009 11:48 PM
Lols...before i start writing juz wanna shout tat GOD INDEED IS GREAT N AWESOME!!!...people God is everything we needed n when we trust in Him...He will provide...=)...AMEN!!
hmmm...it has been a long long long time when i last updated...hmmm...luckily Pris didn't catch me tis time...hehe..i updated before she complain...haha...=P...is so good to have a sista in Christ plus double-guilty mate lik u Pris...hehe...ouch...let me recall wat have i been doing all tis while...juz remember my dun-feel-lik-going-to-skul sickness is getting on me n my attendance for tis week is 1/5...sorry teachers...aiks...wat to do...=P
30 august 2009 Its sunday...yeaps...Lols...nothing much happened...went to church n then went to lunch wif Fion, Stef, Rach, Mich, YiChieh, Emm, Yi Yang n his bro n Kelvin...hope i didn't miss anyone...hehe...n then they got dance session...ouch...so guilty didn't go de...aiks...
31 august 2009 Its monday n hehe....went to Matang family park...actually wanna drive de...but daddy scared i sesat jalan...aiks...haha...then reach there meet wif Uncle Kok's family, Aunty Amy's family, Beatrice n her aunties n Uncle Tony's family...Lols...enjoy the water...is so icy cold tat first time i love sitting under the sun...is not the very hot type of sun juz morning sun...is warm...nice nice...=P...actually decided not to swim in the car de...but somehow juz went down wif Esther...haha..n have fun wif Beatrice they all in the water...then go n bath n have some lunch...n then awww...it rains...n have to wait till its smaller then we leave...oh ya they saw a 1m long snake but is a small one...no worries...is a fun day....Esther is so good to talk wif u...=)
1 September 2009 haha...skul reopen n i start to feel lik escaping...the dun-wanna-go-to-skil syptoms is getting into me aiks..wat to do...hehe...class is really bored...n things i thought i might be interested in...i found out i am lying to myself...i am juz not good in all tis...aiks...Lols...yeah!! Ichel came back from kem for hols..n i went out wif her...haha.....never get bored talking to her because who can read each others heart n mind...n we think the same way in most of the situation...haha....juz love hanging out wif her...argh...can't wait for the next time...haha...drive her to boulevard then we shop awhile send bro n sis to tuition n then go back again n then get bored so we drive around...wanna go jaze de but is closed...too early i think...haha...then decided to go choice buy shandy n some junk then went to sis tuition place n start to talk girls talk...haha...of cuz sambil eat sambil talk...=P...hehe...then fetch sis n pack dinner n send Ichel home n then go home...Lols..
nothing happend after tis...skul n skul n skul n sleep in class most of the time...haha...sorry teacher...but i juz can't help it...
4 September 2009 Its friday...have Librarian AJK meeting n then went out to lunch wif ryan then go meet Fion at McD...at first i thought she have something to tell me but...haha...is juz hanging out...Emm...Isaish n Clifford came also...=P...got myself a Mcflurry...yummy...=P...then went walk walk to Tun Jugah n Sarawak Plaza...Fion send me back after tat n then go lifegroup...watch movie tonight n is a nice once...touchy touchy...=P...n then is still early so we went makan angin awhile juz drove to town n turn a few rounds...hehe i drive...since daddy is in Sibu...=P
5 September 2009 Its saturday...went to fetch daddy at airport....hehe...i drove again...still addicted to driving...n then went to youth n youth is great...went to dinner wif the some of the youths n is nice...=P
then is monday again...skul again n i only went to skul on tuesday for library....others...juz dun feel lik going...so stay n home n relax...=P is prayer n fasting week...=P
10 September 2009 Its thurday..went out wif Ichel again...but didn't go shopping...we juz talk...drove her around n then bring her go interviews n she got it!...nice one...=P...went scr after tat...
n today...is a friday...we have a combine meeting in church n i really seek God wif all of my heart tis time n i really thank God for moving so powerfully in my life n i can really feel the yvonne full wif joy is back...=P...thank God...He answered my prayers n gave me confirmation...n now i can feel the peace in my heart tat i am longed for...juz wanna say once again..."INDEED GOD IS GREAT N AWESOME!"
hmmm...is so tired de...better go n sleep...argh...didn't realise is almost 1.30am...argh...nitez...miss u baby...fly over to KL soon...hugz...xoxo
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John left...=(
Saturday, August 29, 2009 10:39 PM
Ouch...send John off tis morning...sad...but glad also...he is starting a new page of his life...jia you John!!...Lols...no more chance to experience his crazy driving...haha...wait till he got car in KL...i can't imagine it...better dun imagine....haha...
This week is really hang out week....no money also can hang out....cool ritE?...haha...swt...seriously my purse have a few bucks left only...
Wednesday...went out with Rach, Diana, John, Kelvin, Amos n Isaiah...after CPA...Lols...went to Lao Lee...we talk until quite late also...but really have fun talking to them...tat John ar..really can make ppl laugh until stomachache de...SWT...
Thursday...omygoodness i was lik rushing all the way on thursday morning to church as i am in charge of registration....crappy....should c me driving...haha...really crazy de...ask Esther or Sam...go fetch them n then straight chiong to church n then still late...swt...disappointed...SORRY DOUG!!...argh...haha...then stay at the workshop until lunch finish...didn't stay too long at church though...becoz gonna send Sam n his fren to MBKS on 10am...so John heard it n say he wanna drive my car...haha....hafta admit i doubted very long n think a few times before i finally let him drive...haha...should trust him de...he drive very carefully using my car...haha...=P...after sending Sam went Zhen Zhen to buy graph paper n then go back to church again...didn't go into the hall anymore juz sit outside n chit-chat wif Esther n John...Amos came to join us too...then go fetch lunch...haha...the tauke wife is so nice de...hehe...then went back n eat wif them...chat more...then mich say she wan some sweet so we went uni-shop...haha wif John's safest drving wif my car...haha...then chat wif Mich n Rach awhile then they hafta go in...n then i go home...Lols...nite...finally got the chance to Skype wif Professor Ben...(thank you so much for taking time out Professor)...then went to aunt's house...talk wif them laugh until peng...haha...is lik tat de lo...=P
Firday...didn't go anyway today except go fetch lunch n send lunch to church for the SPM WORKSHOP..i lik the Bio teacher...very nice...=P...although i dunno wat is she talking about but i noe she explain everything very detaily...haha...lucky SPM is way over...nightmare really...=P...went to lifegroup at nite...help Uncle Ming celebrate his birthday...=P...nice one...
Today...early in the morning send John off at airport...aww....really feel the lost n juz very sad...was controlling for the tears to-not-drop-out...hahaz...is so good to have FION back wif us...miss her so much...awww....=P....afternoon...went our wif my dear Stef, Rach n Cer...went to McD...ate McD again...haha...n then we retard there talk n keep talking for hours we didn't move n finally move to KFC but juz awhile we move again to MC=church...haha...=P...have buddy leader meeting n then went Xiang Xiang to teman them have dinner...=P...they r watching AUgust Rush tonight at youth...hate to miss it...but no choice hafta teman family eat dinner...is a nice one..=P...juz came home not long ago...=)...aikksss...
Start to worried bout College...God show me Your way!...AMEN! tired....nitez....take carez...
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